LOVE TALKS

By: Unknown on 4:24 PM

Heya! Its been a while guys, right? :) Did anybody miss me? Well I took an exam in an application in facebook a while ago... I said... "Just so I wont be bored anymore!" Walah! And that was the result! Certainly, it woke me up. haha!

Have you ever felt that your heart was crushed only because you know that the one you love is in love with someone else? If you have, I pity you. I have been in that situation, and it sucks muchoooo! Its like you want to hug him but you cant.. you want to take care of him only to know that he is well cared of by someone else! Phew...

No matter how much you are hurt, the reality is,

YOU HAVE NO RIGHT.

HINDI NAMAN KAYO EH.

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site.tired.byes.

By: Unknown on 2:50 AM

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NEW SITE.xx

Hey guys! Im currently workin on a new blog. :) I still have to finish workin on my layie. whew, codings and all... Still have to be taught by my new&&pretty host, Ms. Anne.♥

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BUSY.xx

Though its officially our sembreak, it doesnt feel that way... with the loads of requirements to do, I dont think i could still call it a break! :( I hope will get all of these done very very soon!

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GOODBYES.xx

I wonder why something like goodbye's have to be present in our lives? Can't we just live together forver? Oh well, I hope Im gonna miss someone. You know who you are! Thanks for everything.


[wondering why i didnt say his name yet? because my post which is especially for him is still in the drafts folder. :) watch out for it huh?]

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TIRED.xx

Got to sleep now... after lotsa days of doin my projects the whole night, and after almost being killed in one of that nights [gonna blog about this too, soon!],
I think I have to skip my computer addictions first
and give my supercalifragilisticexpialidocious(means wonderful, eek?) self a treat - sleep!

Goodnight everyone!
Love you all!:)

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if only

By: Unknown on 11:33 PM

"I take one step away from you,
but i find my self coming back to you,
my one and only you."

I hate that song. I hate it that i don't wanna hear it, not even its title and most of all the whole song! But can you see the irony? I am blogging it now! :((

I really promised to write something tonight, well I planned to write happy stuffs though. I thought sharing my karaoke and movie experience a while a go would be quite nice. I even laid out in my mind how I planned to write it.

If only I did not hear that song just minutes before I am writing this. If only he didn't let me know of that song in the first place. Then i would now be ending this blog entry with a smiley! :((

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LadyMary. ü

By: Unknown on 10:07 AM

I AM NOW A LADY.

Yes, I am 18 years old as of May 21...

Thanks for the carbonara and the cream cake that they bought for me. Thanks for the money that they gave me. Thanks because I felt special even for a while.

Do you want to know what my wish was? I just wished that that specialty that they showed me would last even another day.

Moreover, if you think I would continue sharing happy moments with you, then you're wrong. I would love to state some more but there's just nothing more to say.

The clock of the princess ticked to twelve already, so, I am again, enclosed in a life full of rules and pressure. A life with a duty to please everybody, a life where I have to cope to their expectations.

But unlucky as I was, I had disappointed them again. And because I think there's nothing wrong with what I did, I can’t help to hurt inside. In my whole life, I think there’s nothing worse than my situation right now.

As tears run down from my face while writing this, I say, I am already 18 - an age I consider as freedom from the cells of other people's orders. I am no longer a child. THIS IS MY LIFE, ILL DRIVE IT ON MY OWN, help, but please don't demand.

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Why? + DRUMs!

By: Unknown on 5:09 AM

Before continuing to read this, i am already giving you an option to click that "x" button at the right top of this window for all you will be able to see are senseless gossips from my mind... but if you still wanna continue, then ok... thanks!

1. Why do I have to live my life with conditions and rules, its my life right? Why did they scold me when in fact it were my efforts which were put to nothing?

2. Why do others act as if they're the only ones having problems and deep disappointments in the world? Don't they know we have those to? or maybe they do but they just wanna recognize theirs?

3. Why did others grow selfish and insensitive when in fact they were the ones who taught us not to be like that in the first place?

4. Why do others always blame it to someone else, cant they see that the error is in them?

5. Why am you still reading this? Didn't i tell it was senseless?

6. If i did, why are you still here?

7. Why?

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PS: here are some pictures prooving that there is musicality in my blood. Told you i can drum. hehe xD

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a happy and colorful life! xD

By: Unknown on 1:21 PM

Mary is happy!
though she has problems...
though others hurt her...
though she sometimes feel alone...
though some of her friends left her...
though she always cry...
Mary is happy!



cause she have YOU by her side...
thanks for being there. xD

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her name is KIM.

By: Unknown on 11:11 AM

It upsets me knowing that that I am reason why she is hurt... It breaks my heart for i know that her tears are the fruits of my insensitive actions... And it saddens me that she gave everything to me yet I let her down, I hurt her, so much. :(


I am sorry Kim. I know that these words are not enough to pay all the pains I caused you, but still I am sorry. It was never my intention to make you cry, in fact, your growls wounds my heart. It was not in my plans to lie yet I felt like I did not have any choice...

After everything, I want you to know that I am here for you, that if you have problems, you can count on me... I am your friend, and ill always be... Whatever happens, our friendship will remain till the end of time...

You'll remain to be one of the best friends I ever had. I love you Kimmy. Forever.

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By: Unknown on 3:20 PM

It hurts to know that some people are just born cruel and insensitive... that it would make them happy to see others suffer, that the tears of others is like a million-dollar prize to them... yes it hurts, a lot.

Since high school, I had always been admired for the "clean records" of my grades. An achiever by birth they say, and I also see my self that way... till March 9, 2009.

"tooooot!" My cell phone beeped and then my day started... It was the day of my final exam... An exam that almost 3/4 of the class is not ready. But like what they say, the teacher is the king of the classroom.

"Marg, are you ready for the hands on exam?," my classmate asked. And directly I said no. "Me too," she uttered.

Though nervous, we tried our best to perfect the exam... to be able to reach our goal...

"Last 2 minutes."

WTF?! Last two minutes?! *hurry marga, hurry!*

OH YES!! FINALLY!! Sir, i made it. My program "ran".




-------- That's ok, atleast you get an INC mark atleast instead of a red F.





To tell you, yes, my program displayed BUT ther was one word included in the code which is "where"... and though it displayed and all, he gave me a grade of 0 for my final exam. T.T

And so now, I have an INC mark. :(

MY OPINION: It will never be a possiblity that 100% of the class can cope up with the class discussions especially when it was just taught for 3days, less than an hour per day. And it hurts because, for the last semester, I have been striving hard. And then for just a single error, i lost all that i have worked for. What hurts more is that he aint even the best teacher, he frequently absents in class. and the like nd yet he has the guts to give us an INC mark.

Now, 75% of the class is suffering the same heartache... All sleepless nights, all efforts, put to waste. 75% of that class is in pain, and not just them, but their parents as well, those who worked night and day to support them to school. Thanks to that teacher.

And so, its true. It hurts to know that some people are just born cruel and insensitive... that it would make them happy to see others suffer, that the tears of others is like a million-dollar prize to them... yes it hurts, a lot.


PS: I know i said happy posts nlang, but sorry na gud.. cant help it. peace. :D

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