LadyMary. ü

By: Unknown on 10:07 AM

I AM NOW A LADY.

Yes, I am 18 years old as of May 21...

Thanks for the carbonara and the cream cake that they bought for me. Thanks for the money that they gave me. Thanks because I felt special even for a while.

Do you want to know what my wish was? I just wished that that specialty that they showed me would last even another day.

Moreover, if you think I would continue sharing happy moments with you, then you're wrong. I would love to state some more but there's just nothing more to say.

The clock of the princess ticked to twelve already, so, I am again, enclosed in a life full of rules and pressure. A life with a duty to please everybody, a life where I have to cope to their expectations.

But unlucky as I was, I had disappointed them again. And because I think there's nothing wrong with what I did, I can’t help to hurt inside. In my whole life, I think there’s nothing worse than my situation right now.

As tears run down from my face while writing this, I say, I am already 18 - an age I consider as freedom from the cells of other people's orders. I am no longer a child. THIS IS MY LIFE, ILL DRIVE IT ON MY OWN, help, but please don't demand.

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Why? + DRUMs!

By: Unknown on 5:09 AM

Before continuing to read this, i am already giving you an option to click that "x" button at the right top of this window for all you will be able to see are senseless gossips from my mind... but if you still wanna continue, then ok... thanks!

1. Why do I have to live my life with conditions and rules, its my life right? Why did they scold me when in fact it were my efforts which were put to nothing?

2. Why do others act as if they're the only ones having problems and deep disappointments in the world? Don't they know we have those to? or maybe they do but they just wanna recognize theirs?

3. Why did others grow selfish and insensitive when in fact they were the ones who taught us not to be like that in the first place?

4. Why do others always blame it to someone else, cant they see that the error is in them?

5. Why am you still reading this? Didn't i tell it was senseless?

6. If i did, why are you still here?

7. Why?

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PS: here are some pictures prooving that there is musicality in my blood. Told you i can drum. hehe xD

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happy mommys day! xD

By: Unknown on 9:42 AM

THANKS MOM! xD
You're the best mom I have ever known.


Since this post is for her, i would like all of you to know
MARISSA NARVASA, my mom. The best mom in the world!

[baby mommy xD]

"A mother is she who can take the place of all others but
whose place no one else can take."
-- Cardinal Mermillod

[baby mommy xD]

A mother is a person who seeing there are
only four pieces of pie for five people,
promptly announces she never did care for pie. ~Tenneva Jordan


[mom, santacruzan]

Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible. ~Marion C. Garretty

[dalaga years]

Mother is the name for God in the lips and hearts of little children. ~William Makepeace Thackeray

[now, at her 50's...]

I wish you could read this. Ma, I'm sorry for being a brat sometimes, for giving you headaches and all. I want to thank you for loving me, for caring for me so much... Thanks for being there when i need you, for the guidance and for being understanding.Thanks for laughin at my jokes and for doin everything you can to provide me with my needs. And if there's one thing that I am really lucky for havin, its you. I love you ma! promise. xD

visit my facebook account for more pics!

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her name is KIM.

By: Unknown on 11:11 AM

It upsets me knowing that that I am reason why she is hurt... It breaks my heart for i know that her tears are the fruits of my insensitive actions... And it saddens me that she gave everything to me yet I let her down, I hurt her, so much. :(


I am sorry Kim. I know that these words are not enough to pay all the pains I caused you, but still I am sorry. It was never my intention to make you cry, in fact, your growls wounds my heart. It was not in my plans to lie yet I felt like I did not have any choice...

After everything, I want you to know that I am here for you, that if you have problems, you can count on me... I am your friend, and ill always be... Whatever happens, our friendship will remain till the end of time...

You'll remain to be one of the best friends I ever had. I love you Kimmy. Forever.

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under construction...

By: Unknown on 11:18 PM

my blog site is under construction.. hehe..

im sorry to my fwends here in blogosphere...

im quite busy plus, our webmasters are stll doin something with the internet blabla..

ill be back..

so0on..

and to those in my links before, dontcha worry, i have a copy of all your urls..

hehe..

i lab you all.. =)

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