if only

By: Unknown on 11:33 PM

"I take one step away from you,
but i find my self coming back to you,
my one and only you."

I hate that song. I hate it that i don't wanna hear it, not even its title and most of all the whole song! But can you see the irony? I am blogging it now! :((

I really promised to write something tonight, well I planned to write happy stuffs though. I thought sharing my karaoke and movie experience a while a go would be quite nice. I even laid out in my mind how I planned to write it.

If only I did not hear that song just minutes before I am writing this. If only he didn't let me know of that song in the first place. Then i would now be ending this blog entry with a smiley! :((

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By: Unknown on 5:21 PM

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11:28pm
August 11, 2009


I hate it 'cause I miss you
I know I'm not supposed to
I hate it I dreamt about you
It shouldn't have been you
I hate it when you look at me
I can't help but look back
I hate it when you smile at me
Makes me wanna hug you
And most of all,
I hate it cause I am writing this, because I'm still writing,
and because the ending of this would say, "Yeah, I still like you."


~~Darn! Made this while studying last night. haha. :))♥

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Bye Cory! thanks... :)

By: Unknown on 11:56 AM

I could not imagine how hurtful it would be to lose a mother; she who cares for you when you are sick, she who reminds you all the time to be careful, she who makes you breakfast even before you asked her to, she who hugs and kisses you when your down, and she who loves you THE MOST.

In the burial of Pres. Cory Aquino, the icon of democracy; her daughter, Kris, said something like, she is sorry because she lied to her.

She lied because she told her to let go and they will be okay...but the truth is, it would take a lifetime for them to be ok.

Indeed, when one of the most important persons in your life, when the one who cared for you the most, and when the one who loved you with all her heart and unconditionally, finally leaves you, it would definitely break your heart...

Indeed, when it would be your mother's time to leave, it would be impossible to be okay after. It would be impossible to move on!

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Mom, I know I can not be with you forever, but please do not go yet. Di pa nako kaya, promise! I love you ma... mwah! :)

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